Being Love

I just listened to this in its entirety and I am so grateful it came across my path. I love the way he speaks on the 4 mantras. So pure and deliberately. You can tell he is speaking with intention. He is very attuned and precise.

I think that everybody in the world needs to receive this message. The fourth mantra struck me deeply, as I lived through this a few months ago. Before hearing this, I never knew the reason why I rarely tell someone directly when they have hurt me is pride, and that pride is why I feel I must go through the suffering on my own. I’d have imagined it to be fear of vulnerability, but now I can see it so clearly. There has been a point in several of my relationships where I have gone to the other person and said, “Darling, I am suffering, will you help me?”

And depending on the consciousness of the other person in each relationship, and how present they were capable of being with true intimacy, the results differed.

And yet the connection that can occur as a result of this honest presence, is a miracle. And that connection is what we fear and crave most in the world. [Read more…]

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Transmutation in Relationships

Transmutation in Relationships, The lessons of Libra – What do we have left to bring into balance?

Connection is the most important thing on Earth. It is the reason why we are here. It gives our lives purpose and meaning. It grounds us, gets us high, opens us up. Allows us to pass beyond our limits, sometimes by breaking our own hearts.. but connection with another allows us to confront our mental patterns and witness our habitual actions. And in its highest function – connection is what allows us to be real. Here, now.

These mantras accompany this entry:

Connection is the reason we are alive.

It is the most important tool for growth we have, and may be the most important quality to learn how to cultivate while we are on this earth. Whether this be connection to self and source, through a monastic life connecting solely to God, or through interpersonal relationships in the world where we learn to consciously connect with ourselves through dancing with others.

I say to consciously connect to ourselves through others, because when we connect.. in truth, we are connecting to the spark of God threaded through each of us, and we see this divine aspect of ourselves reflected by another soul. This mutual recognition of soulful energy is what makes us feel most alive and is a way for God to see God – through us. I believe this is why it makes us feel so complete. It may be the reason for all of existence. To meet in this oneness space while dancing in the illusion of separation though identity and form.

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Forget Who You Thought You Were and Step Into Your Future Self! A message to the Lightworkers and the Warriors of the Rainbow

camerongrey_jump Forget everything you remember. Everything of how the world worked originally, all of your memories, your past limits, FORGET who you thought you were.. all of it.

The call has come forth and we are now aware we are vibrational beings. That we activate through our thoughts, intentions, focus, and awareness the potential to bring into creation all of the ideas that flow through us, and that they are our responsibility to make manifest.

ressurectionofbioenergetic_ascension We are the next wave of co-creators of the universe and we are taking inventory, taking stock of who we are. How are we going to bring forth what’s in our inner guidance, in our hearts and minds, and most importantly what’s in alignment with pure Spirit? What will serve the greatest good? Also, what will make the world as a whole a bigger, brighter place? What is needed? How may I serve?

I heard Michael Beckwith say in a talk with Neal Donald Walsh, “We must live in a state of inquiry, we must ask, ‘What is the universe wanting to be birthed through me? What is asking to be brought forth?” And through our asking of this question, we are willing to open and bring it through, whatever it is, to its full potential.. and in turn bring ourselves to our full potential as well.

Our Fullest Potential

This is what tends to freak us out. As committed we are to our hopes and dreams, we also play the tune of “how dare I become so great”. But we must lose our identification with who we thought we were. You must trust the visions of your future self. They are calling you forward. You must forgive who you thought you were and allow yourself to be reborn into a different evolution of spiritual truth. Or not, the choice is up to you.

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Our Ancient Present Moment: Focusing on the 5 Koshas, Yoga, and the Subtle Bodies.. our Vehicle of Consciousness

FiveElements_400px In the old days, we worshipped nature. The natural forces of Fire, Earth, Air, Water, and Space were primordial forces that were honored for their sustenance, and their ability to create and destroy life. We had a reverence and respect for the natural world that today we have lost as a culture. This separation from our true essence of respect and honor for something greater than us has caused much suffering and disillusionment in our world.

You see, it is because we believed in Great Spirit, in the invisible force orchestrating the material plane, that we could not only see the impact of a raindrop on water, but we would see the metaphor behind it – how one tiny raindrop could create a ripple effect throughout the whole stream. Or how we believe we are separate, but in truth we merge back into the infinite river. That we are all just like water – changing forms, yet coming back to source. We would sense, feel, and know a deeper meaning behind these synchronicities and discern out of them a greater Truth.

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Being YourSelf and a message for the Warriors of the Rainbow

I have heard, “Be Yourself” intuitively for years now. Around 2006, the birds started singing this phrase to me every time I asked if they had a message for me. (Asking animals if they have messages is something I would encourage if it calls to you. Totems have medicine, plants do too.) I saw a lot of moths back then. Big huge orange fuzzy ones. On my doorstep, on the wall outside the yoga studio I went to.. ‘Out of the darkness, and into the light.’ That’s what the moth totem represents.

Strangely, tuning into who we are is not the most easy thing to do. It takes a lot of focus. On the way to becoming who we are we face the shadows of ourselves. They show up on the outside reflecting the false beliefs we hold inside. These patterns are woven like tapestries over many lifetimes and take root inside of our chakras waiting for the opportunity to be exercised out. These Karmic Patterns reveal to us the treasures of our soul and also the Dragon we must fight (or perhaps outsmart or befriend, but definitely face) in order to move beyond the beyond and receive the gifts that are waiting for us.

We are the ones that we’ve been waiting for —more on this in a bit…

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Witnessing the Karmic Pull

Like a tug of war on our psyches, the pull of what once was can be like a drug for the soul.

Sometimes we feel as if we are under a spell, confused by the clouds of a strange familiarity — only to wonder where we lost ourselves when we come out of it.. when the veil has lifted. These feelings of a deep familiarity resemble love and seem to tug on the core of our inner beings. Why are we pulled by the instinctive part of us and why does that pull seem to contradict the highest part of us?

Witness this phenomenon — this is the pull of your past lives.

In our energy bodies, there are etheric cords that attach from one being to another and anchor in through our chakras. It is also possible to have these cords to food, substances, places, or memories. The chakras where these cords attach depends on where the particular ‘Karmic Baggage’ resides. The following graphic describes the chakras to gives a description on what each center represents.

Signs of being connected:

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On Pheonyx: Death, Forgiveness, and the Eternal Present

Dear Brothers and Sisters of the light web who are associated with the beautiful, cosmic being that is Pheonyx Roldan Smith…

It has come to my attention that the energy of fear has come up during the grieving process of our beloved friend, family member, and elder in our tribe. I have been invited to make mention that what is called for at this moment is an awareness of forgiveness.

And an awareness of what it means to truly forgive.

Please consider my truth as I share it with you, and I hope it brings you solace to know that on another level Pheonyx is still very much with us. [Read more…]

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Love Breaks Your Heart Open

I am noticing this pattern..

Recently a lot of my friends, myself included.. had very visceral, but brief, heart openings through the form of a relationship with another person. Usually from their soul group, which made the connection even more heart breaking/opening as it self destructed..

But Ram Dass says, “You had better hope your method for opening self destructs, lest you will get attached to the method.” And the method (mediation, LSD, another being) is not what this love is.. or where it comes from. The other person is just a catalyst for opening yourself up to the place in you where you already are love.

We all have this open heart space within us. An infinite power of compassion that exists in the center of our Hridayam, our spiritual heart. This energy radiates out of where the sternum is in the center of your chest. Also note the back of the body between the shoulder blades is equally important and represents the heart chakra as it relates to your past.

So the truth is, this heart opening we’ve recently experienced.. this breaking open.. was a call to transform ourselves into who we truly are.. more raw, vast, and deeper than who we thought we were.

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It’s already happened

Fear, Michelle Infinity, is like being invited to a party by a complete stranger to celebrate the life of someone you’ve never met, when you had other plans.

Should you choose to attend, however irrational it may surely seem, upon presenting your invitation at the gate you’d notice that it was in your own handwriting. Then you’d be warmly greeted by the most wonderful, familiar faces – everyone so excited, like you, because, it turns out, you’re about to meet the person you’ve always dreamed you’d one day become.

Surprise!!
The Universe

This is so perfect right now.

This morning, I was graced with the opportunity to teach a yoga class, on the first beautiful sunny morning in a week in Central Florida. And with the arrival of the Super Full Moon and the clearing of the energies of the Solstice, I am thrilled! I feel like the veil has been lifted! Hallelujah!

It was a very intense week for me.. I was guided to lead a ceremony for the Solstice, but I was hesitant. I casually confirmed the space, and then when I double checked, the owner thought I said Saturday not Friday, and the space was rented out. But really this confusion only reflected my feelings about doing the ceremony. [Read more…]

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Geek Moment! with Colette, faerie memories, the equinox, and honoring my teachers

Colette Baron Reid responded to a comment I wrote on her article! Woohoo! ;D

Colette’s first oracle deck, The Wisdom of Avalon, was the first deck that vividly spoke to me and through those visions, let me know it was time to start charging for my intuitive sessions with people. That was around 2009, and that shift was a big moment for me in my journey into becoming a teacher/healer/lightworker of the spiritual arts.

I had been previously using Aleister Crowley’s Thoth Tarot since I was a child, because it was the deck my mother worked with, and the art is magnificent.

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